The last few months of 2013 were really difficult, not mention this winter feels like THE LONGEST WINTER EVER. Depression is a fucking asshole and I hate it and I hate the way it affects my life. And I just miss my mom so much. That’s really all I have to say and I needed to say it somewhere because I’m at a point where I can’t even vocalize it. Saying things out loud makes them feel too real and I can’t handle realness these days.
I’m a mess sometimes.