Motherfucker (and every other expletive I know)

by Jill

I am pissed!!!
I turned on my work computer this morning and noticed it didn’t look right. All my settings were messed up and it pretty much thought I was a new user. I couldn’t open programs and my Outlook email wasn’t set up. I thought that maybe we upgraded our system or something. I ask my co-worker if I’m the only one having this problem. Apparently, I am.
I restart. Things look normal again. Everything works. Or so I thought. Around 12:30 or so, right before lunch, I open iTunes and notice there are no songs. No a single one. Nothing. I look in the My Documents folder. Nothing! No more folders. WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK? Did I do something to the computer while I was clicking around looking for things the first time I turned the damn thing on? I don’t even know! Maybe I did.
I’ve been trying to search the computer for lost files. No luck. So while I’m sort of hoping the personal folder that was in the My Documents folder—the one that included reading lists (read/to-read) from the last four years, old school work, photos, and music—might magically reappear, I’m faced with the shit-ass bitch of a reality that I’m going to have to start anew.
I’m going to get this freak out over with right now so I can stop thinking about how annoyed I am at the fact that I lost all my lists. Lists!!! I write them because they help me feel organized. They help me remember things. I feel so thrown off track right now. I don’t even care about losing music files because I have most of that stuff on my Mac (or on cd). Actually, I’m only concerned about the lists of books I read over the years. I don’t think I emailed those to myself recently. (That’s my form of backup for this shitty work computer.) Ugh!
FUCKINGFUCKINGFUCKER. I HATE YOU PC. THIS SORT OF THING HAS NEVER HAPPENED TO ME ON MY MACBOOK. I HATE YOU, COMPUTER. I HATE YOU!
Okay, I’m done. I’m not even spell checking this asshole post.
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